the next day

well i totally forgot about this blog when I was in GERMANY, I have rediscovered it though and realized that i never talked about the day after my first post about the campus. I did remember going up to the lookout point and wrote a lot. I wrote about all the things that were bothering me at the time. It had to do alot with this girl. She made me so happy and excited. i thought she might be the one, I could be so open with her it was awesome. Through many crazy events that the Lord allowed through spiritual warfare I ended up falling greatly but grew greatly in the end. Through that though I eneded a realtionship that really broke my heart. She was great and everything was amazing about her. Now she won't even say hi anymore to this day. I can see now that it wouldn't have worked out since she lived in another country. One thing that got me through this was the Bible. James was the book that helped me the most along with praying to God. There on out it was a really long semester. It seemed like forever even after everyone had left. That was my last three weeks in Germany.here are many other crazy adventures that I have to talk about but that's for another time and another place maybe the coffeehouse or the park.